FVNERAL
of False Selves
Album Release: April 8
The first ghost I buried was hesitation.
Potential rots when it never risks air.
I write songs that carry me home.
Unlearning who I had to be.
Learning how to like myself.
(Scroll down to sneak peak songs)
FVNERAL is a personal magical study of the Tarot's Major Arcana, in reverse.
Each track is a “ghost” — a false self I built to survive.
My approach is deeply influenced by the Thoth Tarot,Crowley’s writings, and the clarity offered by Lon Milo DuQuette — and my own lived encounter with the symbols.
This work is also deeply informed by mind–body perspectives, particularly the work of Louise Hay.
Her willingness to hold anger, self-acceptance, and forgiveness in the same breath shaped how I write — especially in the bridges, affirmations, and Crow language threaded throughout these songs.
I continue to study her work, and I continue to be changed by it.
I’m molting as I write it.
I expect my interpretations to change.
I expect to change.
These songs may mean something different to me a year from now.
That’s part of the ritual.
I’m not here to explain the Tarot.
I’m here to name what it showed me.
I’m still learning how to listen.
13. EMBALMER — Death Tarot Reversed — Song and Lyric Sneak Peak
VOW (Vav) — Song and Lyric Sneak Peak
About FVNERAL of False Selves
A 27‑song ritual walk through the reversed Major Arcana. Each tarot card becomes a ghost—a survival identity that kept me safe, then became a cage. Crow holds the funeral. The gates breathe between descents. The seal closes without closing. I bury the selves that protected me, so I can walk forward. A student’s offering. Not a teacher. Just breadcrumbs. April 8, 7:04 PM. 🐦⬛
12. BRACER (Hanged Man) — Lyrics
11. INDULGER (Lust/Strength) — Lyrics
10. SPINNER (Fortune) — Lyrics
9. WITHDRAWN (Hermit) — Lyrics
8. BENDER (Adjustment) — Lyrics
WINDOW (Heh) — Lyrics
7. RIDER (Chariot)— Lyrics
6. SPLIT (Lovers)— Lyrics
5. GATEKEEPER (Hierophant)— Lyrics
Smallest Word in God’s Mouth (Yod) — Lyrics
3. SMOTHERER (Empress) — Lyrics