Daughter on Mother’s Throne (Heh Final) Gate IV

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Loui Crow - Streams April 8

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I inherit the seat,
not the story.

Gate IV — Heh Final

(Daughter on Mother's Throne)

[INTRO]

Mother is all mothers.
All that came before —
she who sat there
on the throne of understanding.

I am what came next.
I inherit the past in flesh.

This gate is earth.
Ground that held and holds.
I am the daughter who climbed
by sinking deep.
Roots became throne.
Soil became seat.

I am Daughter.

[CHORUS]

Daughter on mother's throne —
same seat, different bones.
Daughter on mother's throne —
fruit of before, fully grown.
Daughter on mother's throne.
I am what comes next.
(Daughter. Daughter)

[VERSE 1]

Mother's shape pressed in the wood.
I fit different.
Hands that braced, hoarded, patched.
She sat on this seat for years.
Some of it was grace.
Some was grief.

I don't have to be her
to sit here.
I don't have to hate her
to choose different.

I inherit the seat,
not the story.
I am the seed that split.
Mother's dust.
Daughter's dawn.

I can be more than I was made.
I can be the one who makes.

Crow says:
"You are the fruit
of everything that came before."
Spark became a thought.
Thought became a hand.
The hand reached out.
Now,
I open mine.

[PRE-CHORUS]

Dirt on my feet.
Stars in my lap.
I am the meeting.

Heh is choice.
Should is a ghost.
Could is a seed.
Gap is the soil —
I am what grows.

[CHORUS]

Daughter on mother's throne —
same seat, different bones.
Daughter on mother's throne —
fruit of before, fully grown.
Daughter on mother's throne.
I am what comes next.
(Daughter. Daughter)

[VERSE 2]

Ghosts behind me.
Gates closing.
Ground beneath me.

I eat the fruit of all before.
It becomes me.
Ancestors' harvest lands on tongue.
I bite into choice.
The work returns as meal.
I open my mouth.
I receive.
I am made of what came back.
The work is in me now.
Digesting.

Mother planted roses and razors.
I tend blooms.
Bury the blades.

Feast of before.
I come hungry.
I leave fed.

[PRE-CHORUS]

(repeat)

[CHORUS]

(repeat)

[BRIDGE]

Wood beneath me was a tree.
Tree was seed.
Seed was thought in mother's mind.
Seed was spark that mother shaped.
I am that thought.

Princess becomes queen.
I sit where I used to kneel.
What was below sits above now.

[CHORUS]

(repeat)

[OUTRO]

Crow says:
"You are what remains
after fire finishes.
Now live like it."

Mother made manifest.
I am her now.
She was prayer.
I am presence.
The womb becomes woman.

The Seat Is Mine.


Lyrics are here. The full blog — about the gate, the correspondences, the body, the blessing — is still unfolding. Check back another day. I'm still writing. You're still welcome.

🐦‍⬛

Loui Crow

I make music, practice mirror work, sometimes I do somatic rage fits, and small forms of magick that help me stay present and kind while things change.

I write songs for myself, my inner child, and for the woman I am becoming.
I work through old patterns, grief, and survival habits as I notice them loosening.

Sometimes I write as the Crow — that's my ideal self. Direct, unattached, protective, grounded in something older than my fear. Other voices come through too. The snake. The spider. The fly. The ghosts are the false selves I created to survive. I write as all of them, for my own self-hypnosis — unpacking who I've been so that my son can fill his days with joy and I can stop being such a reactive parent. I'm in the middle of it all. I just keep showing up.

I use Suno for vocals and instrumentals — the vocals are seeded from my own voice. I'm a disabled veteran and a stay-at-home mom.

Over the last year, I climbed an emotional ladder I didn't know I was on. Many of my earlier releases were the scream — my depression, anger, insecurity.

The last album that came out of that climb is called "Mirror, Mirror off the Wall." It starts with depression and ends with gratitude.

Much of what lives here carries the influence of Louise Hay and Abraham Hicks, especially the idea that my body listens to my thoughts — and that where I place my attention, my life follows.

I leave breadcrumbs in case anyone resonates.

Take what feeds you.
Leave the rest for the birds.

I am molting.
You are welcome here.

https://louicrow.com
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