FVNERAL of False Selves
Album Release: April 8
The second ghost I buried was DEFLECTOR.
“I’m fine. How are you?” —The question that frees me.
“I’m fine” is a door I close before they can look.
A funeral for who I had to be.
(Scroll for the eulogies, the lyrics, and the rite.)
FVNERAL is a personal study of the Tarot's Major Arcana — reversed.
22 ghosts. 4 gates. 1 seal.
I wrote these songs to bury what no longer fit. Each ghost is a false self — a survival identity I built, then outgrew. The gates are the ritual spine. The seal closes the circle.
I'm not a teacher. I'm learning as I walk. Just leaving breadcrumbs.
A little crow's on the wire. 🐦⬛
— Loui Crow
7. RIDER (Chariot)
6. SPLIT (Lovers)
5. GATEKEEPER (Hierophant)
4. COMMANDER (Emperor)
Smallest Word in God’s Mouth (Yod) — Gate I
3. SMOTHERER (Empress)
2. ESCAPIST (High Priestess)
1.DEFLECTOR (Magician)
0. HESITATOR (Fool)
About FVNERAL of False Selves
A 27‑song ritual walk through the reversed Major Arcana. Each tarot card becomes a ghost—a survival identity that kept me safe, then became a cage. Crow holds the funeral. The gates breathe between descents. The seal closes without closing. I bury the selves that protected me, so I can walk forward. A student’s offering. Not a teacher. Just breadcrumbs. April 8, 7:04 PM. 🐦⬛