FVNERAL of False Selves
Album Release: April 8
The second ghost I buried was DEFLECTOR.
“I’m fine. How are you?” —The question that frees me.
“I’m fine” is a door I close before they can look.
A funeral for who I had to be.
(Scroll for the eulogies, the lyrics, and the rite.)
FVNERAL is a personal study of the Tarot's Major Arcana — reversed.
27 songs. 22 ghosts. 4 gates. 1 protection seal.
I wrote these songs to bury what no longer fit. Each ghost is a false self — a survival identity I built, then outgrew. The gates are the ritual spine. The seal closes the circle.
I'm not a teacher. I'm learning as I walk. Just leaving breadcrumbs.
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The full lyric blogs and song notes are still coming together. I'm writing them as I can, one ghost at a time. Some pages have lyrics only — for now. More will arrive over the next week. Thank you for your patience — and for witnessing the funeral.
— Loui Crow
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A Gentle Guide Through the Funeral
Tarot confused me at first. The 22 Major Arcana, plus I added the 4 gates, the seal — it's a lot to hold. So I made this simple tracklist to help you find your way. The ghosts appear in order, with a gate every 4 songs. Start at 0. Walk forward. The crow will keep watch.
0. THE HESITATOR (Fool)
1. DEFLECTOR (Magician)
2. ESCAPIST (High Priestess)
3. SMOTHERER (Empress)
Gate I — Smallest Word in God's Mouth (Yod)
4. COMMANDER (Emperor)
5. GATEKEEPER (Hierophant)
6. SPLIT (Lovers)
7. RIDER (Chariot)
8. BENDER (Adjustment)
9. WITHDRAWN (Hermit)
10. SPINNER (Wheel of Fortune)
11. INDULGER (Lust/Strength)
12. BRACER (Hanged Man)
13. EMBALMER (Death)
14. OVERMIXER (Art)
15. PACIFIER (Devil)
Gate IV — Daughter on Mother's Throne (Heh Final)
16. PATCHER (Tower)
17. HOARDER (Star)
18. NIGHTMARE (Moon)
19. PRETENDER (Sun)
20. SHOULD (Judgement)
21. MIMIC (World)
The Seal (LBRP in Hebrew & English)
That's the whole procession. If you get lost, come back here. The graves are marked. The crow is watching. 🐦⬛
About FVNERAL of False Selves
A 27‑song ritual walk through the reversed Major Arcana. Each tarot card becomes a ghost—a survival identity that kept me safe, then became a cage. Crow holds the funeral. The gates breathe between descents. The seal closes without closing. I bury the selves that protected me, so I can walk forward. A student’s offering. Not a teacher. Just breadcrumbs. April 8, 7:04 PM. 🐦⬛