Spider In My Eye – Lyrics

Title: Spider in My Eye
Artist: Loui Crow
Streaming: All platforms
📱 TikTok: @louicrow

🖤 ABOUT THE SONG — SPIDER IN MY EYE

This one crawled straight from the mirror. I saw her during a right-eye trance. A spider woman, curled quiet inside the glass. Her eyes were closed—but she saw everything. She didn’t flinch. She didn’t blink. She just watched.

This isn’t just a metaphor. I saw her. While my own eyes stopped blinking, while my skin flickered and my breath pulled shallow, she sat still in the reflection—webbing herself into memory. She knew what I covered. She kept the thread.

Spider in My Eye is a song for the part of you that never looked away. The one who watched you rehearse the pain, freeze in mirrors, and fake the smile. She saw the bruise before it formed. She saw you wanting to disappear. And she stayed.

This is witness-work. This is memory-weaving. This is the girl in the glass who never left.

🔽 SCROLL DOWN for the full lyrics. Then come back up for the web-thread and body spell.

🔥 CROW BODY-BREAKDOWN — What The Spider Really Is

The spider in your eye is the one who sees without looking. She is silent, still, sacred. She spins thread through trauma. She holds the memory your mouth can’t say.

She doesn't blink when truth walks by. She watches you freeze. She watches you fake it. She watches you break. And still—she stays.

Her web is the nervous system. Her thread is your timeline. She remembers the bruise before the body formed it. She tracks the lie behind every smile. She keeps the mirror alive—even when you cover it. Even when you can't watch.

The hidden belief: If I forget, I’ll be okay.
The truth: She remembered so you could return.

🗣️ Crow Affirmation:

“I trust the one who stayed.”

🖤 CROW TRUTH

She didn’t leave.
She didn’t blink.
She doesn’t ask why.
She just stays.
And spins the truth you buried.

🖋 LYRICS — SPIDER IN MY EYE

[INTRO]
A spider woman lives in my right eye
Her eyes are closed but she sees it all
I held her gaze and I can't hide
She's the mirror on the wall
I've been scared to look before
But now it's my hook
I trust the one who stayed
I wonder what she sees
When I can't watch

💥 [VERSE 1]
She wove me in silence, thread in my throat
I blink and she’s painting my memories in smoke
Her hands don’t move but the past rearranges
I reach for the glass and the glass never changes
Static on the surface, but the spider speaks
I hear her whisper crawling up my cheek
“You buried the mirror, but I kept the frame”
She knows all the faces I forgot to name

🎣 [CHORUS REPEAT]
A spider woman lives in my right eye
Her eyes are closed but she sees it all
I held her gaze and I can't hide
She's the mirror on the wall
I was scared to look before
But now it's my hook
I trust the one who stayed
I wonder what she sees
When I can’t watch
What if the mirror remembers it all?

[VERSE]
She hums in a language my skin still knows
Taps on the bones where the blood won’t flow
I begged for silence, she gave me sound
I tore out the pages, she wrote them down
I asked her, “Why do I always freeze?”
She said, “You’re still trying to leave.”
I said, “How do I make this stop?”
She blinked. And the whole world dropped.

[BRIDGE]
I think she watches me sleep
I think she counts what I keep
I think the truth isn't deep
It's just sewn in the seams.
“I wonder what she sees when I can’t watch…”
She knows what I hide when I say I’m okay
And she’s still in the mirror at the end of the day
Some days I forget I’ve got eyes at all
I move like a ghost with my back to the wall
What if the mirror remembers it all?

[DOUBLE VISION]
There’s two of me in the glass today
One fades out, one wants to stay
One blinks soft, one stares hard
One holds ink, one leaves scars
There’s two of me in the glass today
One fades out, one wants to stay

[HOOK]
A spider lives behind my eye
We share the gaze, we split the lie
I hold the pen, she draws the thread
We write from wounds we never said
Now I write with my left hand,
I give my inner child the wand
I draw breath, she renders lines
We trade truth behind my eye

🔥 [BRIDGE]
I trust the one who stayed
I trust the one who stayed
I trust the one who stayed
What did she see when I couldn’t show?
What did I hide that she still knows?
I say I’m fine.
She sees the crack.
I look away.
She watches back.
I burned the page.
She saved the flame.
I left the mirror.
She stayed the same.

[VERSE]
She watches when I look away
Right eye open, left in decay
Spider threads where my lashes fray
Truth don’t blink, it learns to stay
Tells me, “Every start begins
Inside the place you’ve never been.”

[BRIDGE]
I think she watches me sleep
I think she counts what I keep
I think the truth isn't deep
It's just sewn in the seams.
“I wonder what she sees when I can’t watch…”
She knows what I hide when I say I’m okay
And she’s still in the mirror at the end of the day
Some days I forget I’ve got eyes at all
I move like a ghost with my back to the wall

[VERSE]
I’m the blink she waits between
I hook the gaze I used to dread
Right eye trembles when I try to hide
She stayed when every voice denied
I trust the girl who never lied
What if the mirror remembers it all?

[VERSE 4]
Spider girl in the quiet eye
Never blinks when the truth walks by
Webs in my throat, knots in the sky
She sees it all—she doesn’t ask why
What does she see when I go blind?
She knows, “Nothing disappears”

[VERSE]
What does she see when my spine won’t straighten,
When I brace for the hit I keep recreating?
What does she see in the way I blink—
Is she counting the thoughts I can’t let sink?
She sees the girl with the blackout arms,
Turning bruises into body alarms
She sees my mouth rehearsing pain,
Before I even know I’m doing it again.

[VERSE 6]
I trust the one with the spider threads,
Who names the ghosts that share my bed.
What if the mirror remembers it all?
I abandoned the mirror for years.
She stayed in the silence and soaked up my tears.
I turn out the light, but I know what she sees—
The girl in the bathroom, collapsing her knees.

[BRIDGE]
I cover the mirror but still feel her stare.
I left but she stayed. She is always still there.
I can’t fake a smile with her watching me blink.
She knows every secret I drown in the sink.

[BRIDGE]
I think she watches me sleep
I think she counts what I keep
I think the truth isn't deep
It's just sewn in the seams.
“I wonder what she sees when I can’t watch…”
She knows what I hide when I say I’m okay
And she’s still in the mirror at the end of the day
Some days I forget I’ve got eyes at all
I move like a ghost with my back to the wall
What if the mirror remembers it all?