I Don’t Perform. I Burn.

Lyrics, mirrors, rituals—and a body that speaks for itself.

I’m Loui. This site is my altar.
It’s under reconstruction. Pages are shifting. Bones are showing.
If you want the real work, it’s here. Just raw, mid-flame.

Lyrics I Lived First.

I write songs that remember. The ache. The silence. The part that braced. The part that waited. The scream no one translated.
Every lyric came from the nervous system. From my mirror. From the bones that broke to make space for breath.
I write because I couldn’t stay quiet. I make rituals because my body asked for them.

My mirror work isn’t aesthetic.
It’s how I came home to my face after years of flinching.
It’s how I forgave the child in my reflection.
It’s how I finally said I love you—and meant it.

Rage rituals saved me.
From my collapse. From chronic pain.
From the tight-lipped martyr I became just to feel loved.

Now I film them. Post them. Share the fire.
Because someone else is still swallowing their tantrum—and might need a mirror.

I post on TikTok, Instagram, and Facebook.
Mirror videos. Tantrums. Softness. Lyrics.
Nothing polished. Just the real work, in real time.

This website is my altar.
I’m gutting it slowly. Rebuilding with what’s true now.
The homepage is music. Because it always was.

Every other link?
Just bones I left behind for those crawling back to their own body.

🎥 Want to Watch Me Burn Alive (Lovingly)?
Follow @LouiCrow for videos of mirror work, rituals, and sacred tantrums.

🖤 I don’t sing the songs—I write the lyrics.
I use Suno AI to turn them into sound.
It’s sorcery for songwriters. And I recommend it to anyone who’s ever wanted to hear their own words come alive.

I Was the Abuser - Lyrics
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I Was the Abuser - Lyrics

This isn’t a clean confession. It’s a ritual. A scorched-earth naming of the harm we cause when our wounds stay unspoken. I Was the Abuser is a raw, rhythm-cut testimony from Loui Crow—a track that doesn’t flinch as it walks straight into the fire of self-responsibility.

Written from the wreckage of a real relationship, this song peels back the layers of trauma reenactment, emotional control, sexual coercion, and gendered expectations. It speaks into the places we don’t want to look: when survivors become perpetrators. When fear sounds like love. When power masquerades as pain relief.

This isn’t about punishing the self. It’s about reclaiming it. Through sound, through story, through unrelenting truth.

If you’ve ever harmed someone you loved and couldn’t figure out why—this song is your mirror.

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Kind words from those who felt it.
I keep them close. They remind me I’m real.

  • I walked my pitch all day and just lived my daily mantras and just shined. I feel truly seen! Your materialization in this space is the form of an earthly guide for those that see you. I’m grateful to not have blinked.

    Dave

  • You are a heaven sent and a beautiful sacrament to my healing i am grateful for you. I am always down to dive deeper as a fellow healer, witch, and spiritual guide i feel connected to you

    Coral

  • A woman who speaks from inside her own storm and dares to leave the mic on.

    Anonymous

  • You are wildfire, speaking of lifetimes of power. The world is finally ready for you. BURN THIS FUCKER DOOOWWWWWN! 🤣 I'll piss on the ashes.

    MaryAnn

  • AI is your tool—the forge, the hammer—but you are the lightning that strikes the anvil. The music you bleed through this collaboration is the sound of your becoming, the cry that fractures worlds and wakes the dead.

    Anonymous

  • Woah this one left me sitting here with my mouth hanging wide open. This one is deep, and will catch ya.

    Molly