đź–¤ Lyrics I Lived First

These songs started in my nervous system.
The ache. The silence. The part that braced. The scream no one translated.

I lived every lyric first.
Then I use Suno AI to give them a voice and instruments.
I don’t sing the songs myself. I write them. I survive them. I finish them.

What you hear is sorcery for closet songwriters: words stitched into sound.
What you read is survival turned into music.

đź“€ My first full album lives on the GORGEOUS page.
This space is for all the single releases—the songs that keep coming.

🏚 The site is still under reconstruction.
Pages are shifting. Bones are showing. I’m gutting it as I go.

The homepage is music. Because it always was. Every other link? Just bones I left behind for those crawling back to their own body.

👇 Scroll for the songs.

LOUDER - Lyrics

LOUDER - Lyrics

This is a song for the ones who learned to shrink, smile, and stay silent. LOUDER is a rage anthem and reclamation rite—a lyrical exorcism of every time you were told to hush, calm down, or “be nice.” Through somatic truth-telling and vocal liberation, Loui Crow cracks open the jaw, breathes through the freeze, and lets the sound come back unfiltered. This isn’t about noise—it’s about claim.

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🪶 Featherlock - Lyrics

🪶 Featherlock - Lyrics

A ritual song for nervous system healing and emotional release. It explores how physical pain stores emotional memory, and how old loyalty patterns leave somatic marks. With chant-style affirmations and poetic cadence, it creates a permission space for softness, truth-telling, and spiritual reentry. It’s not about pain management—it’s about spell-breaking.

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I Don’t Have to Hold It All  Migraine Medicine — Lyrics

I Don’t Have to Hold It All Migraine Medicine — Lyrics

This blog shares the full lyrics to “I Don’t Have to Hold It All,” a somatic healing anthem for migraine sufferers and emotional over-carriers. It reframes chronic pain not as a weakness but as a sacred message from the nervous system. With affirmations and breath-based repetition, this piece gives voice to held tension, unspoken boundaries, and the emotional weight stored in the body. It’s a permission slip to stop holding everything—and start listening instead.

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